drugs..

drugs! you just cant control them.. but they'll control u 1st.. now dun get arrogant n feel like u can handle drugs... dun b a hero n try to take it or try it..
its not something to b proud of..
taking drugs is a strong temptation but u'll hav to fight it.. taking drugs may make u feel good n relaxed.. but it may kill!

haha.. juz learned more about drugs today... i dint post an update for months! so i decided to post about drugs..
kay! bye!

xoxo~~
me! ^.^

Finally, she knew it!

haha... hey everyone!

finally she knew what i was filling... i feel good...

tell me why-jonas brothers

tried to turn on my tv to get you out of my head
feeling something deep inside that i just won't admit
it's not like i don't wanna commit ( wanna commit)
i just don't know why i can't stop feeling like this
tell me why? (why? why?)
does it hurt so bad
tell me why? (why? why?)
does it make me mad
TELL ME WHY?
TELL ME WHY?
now i can see the storm's not gonna clear ( not gonna clear )
dressed in my pain
and all of my tears
tell me why?(why? why?)
does it hurt so bad ( why does it hurt so bad )
tell me why? (why? why?)
does it make me mad

the GuY?

HEY! I noticed that i din update 4 a long time so here is it! its about a guy... I'm so pissed by him... anyone who feels like he lies 2 me, dun expect something from me. i hate u since u lied 2 me. i thought u were a good guy.

i c u as 1 but when i found out that u were lying 2 me, i was disappointed. u really broke my heart. i din xpect u to behave like this...

all this while, i knew u as a good and a kind boi. but it seems that i am so wrong. ur heart is as black as i cant never imagine. if u din say it, this would never happened.......

My bro is BACK 4 the holidays!!!~

My bro is back 4 the hari raya holidays. we r going to the KAPAS ISLAND on one of the holidays.. But i still kesian him coz he looks extreamly tired now days. Dunno what has he been doing at KL. LIFE GOES ON..

just met him 2day. morning and had breakfast with him but i dunno why, now days i feel somethin weird with him. even though i dunno what is it, but lets just hope nothing bad happents, amen!!

XOXO

one New Step Now..

Now, its a whole new step to take...
After exam is over, still din find out what to do. feel like working...lol? XD but i cant anyway. so, someone pls tell me that i'm dreaming of working? haha... cleaning the house and ask gaji from my mom, maybe. but i find out that doing house work at home needs lots of effort. however, it looks like a piece of cake but its actually not?
Someone pls suggest me somethinmg to do while waiting 4 UPSR results?

I need ur suggestions...

Now days, what i do is just stay at home and sleep, watch tv, read books... Or maybe sometimes go out with friends..
But even though my day is filled with activities, i still wanna do something or maybe not? maybe i will just do what i'm doin now... we'll see.
anyway, i dun need to make my decisions in a hurry.. i'll think about it..


bye!xoxo..~

demi lovato-lo que soy (my fav song!!)

Lyrics to Lo Que Soy :
Desde muy niña siempre actué
Con timidez
Con el miedo de decir
Todo de una vez

Tengo un sueño en mí
Que brillando está
Lo dejaré salir
Por fin tú sabrás

Lo que soy, es real
Soy exactamente la que debo ser hoy
Deja que la luz, brille en mí
Ahora sí, sé quién soy
No hay manera de ocultar
Lo que siempre he querido ser
Lo que soy

Sabes lo que es estar
En esta oscuridad
Con un sueño de alcanzar
Ser estrella y brillar
Si parece estar
Tan lejos hoy de aquí
Tengo que creer
En mí
Solo así sabré

Lo que soy, es real
Soy exactamente la que debo ser hoy
Deja que la luz, brille en mí
Ahora sí, sé quién soy
No hay manera de ocultar
Lo que siempre he querido ser
Lo que soy

Eres esa voz que habita en mí
Por eso estoy cantando
Quiero encontrarte
Voy a encontrarte

Eres lo que falta en mi
Canción dentro de mí
Quiero encontrarte
Voy a encontrarte

Lo que soy, es real
Soy exactamente la que debo ser hoy
Deja que la luz, brille en mí
No hay manera de ocultar
Lo que siempre he querido ser
Lo que soy
Lo que soy

Ahora sí, sé quién soy
No hay manera de ocultar
Lo que siempre he querido ser
Lo que soy